What do you think?

[Derek]

In Cozumel, Mexico, you get dealers on the street trying to sell you stuff like Jewlary, cuban cigars, weed (marijuana), and sometimes even prostitution goes on. And its either of 1 of 2 things, its legal, or its just not enforced. I've been propistioned before and with my problem it takes alot out of me, for everytime i'm propisitoned, i can actualy feel myself aging.
I got to  the barber everweek to get a haircut and shave (since my eyesight is bad, i cant shave myself) The barber is run by a friend of Steve's (friend of me & my mom's), she looks to be in her late 40s, but ive been going to her for several months, sometimes its another woman about the same age. And they would always offer me a message, so i just assumed it was legit. then 2 weeks ago i saw...HER. she did my hair and shave and she seemed to be very friendly like she wanted to know me, she spoke spanish so we couldnt communicate that well. and then the older lady ask me for a "massage" again and the beautiful young woman who seemed to be in her mid 20s, did my hair was smiling and waiting for a response, but i said i didnt have the money, but i gave her a tip. Then i came back with Steve the next week, she was nowhere to be found. (my mom drove me and dropped me off the day SHE was there, i took a cab home) The older woman who owns the shop (and Steve's friend) said shed try to hook me up but again asked if i wanted a massage and went out and looked for her, but didnt find her, sh she did my hair. It wasnt until after the haircut/shave, Steve drove me home and said he needed to check out this "hookup" to see if it was legit, cause the whole smelled fishy to him, what with the "massage" and stuff. So for a while after that talk with Steve, i started to put things together and i slowly realized that i mightve been propisitioned again. But now, im thinking, maybe it was a harmless little "hook up".
I have people here who wanna hook me up, Steve knows this 29 year old woman moving from Alcopulco he wants to inroduce me to. And a friend of my mom's, a you mexican couple staying with her, they know me (but just alittle since they only speak spanish and me english) they want to hook me up as well. So maybe the barber thing was legit. And there are some lefit massage places here so...but you never know. And i probely never will know now, since ill be going back to Texas for about 3 weeks. Ill be going back with just memory of a lost love that i only met once.